Just to wind you up a bit (on a thread I did not start 
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My running has got nowhere, as fatigue from my cancer treatment has sort of got in the way. But as my treatment has reduced the cancer in my blood by 85% I am in no way complaining. The benefits of treatment far outweighs the side effect costs.
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Subs, right them,
serious question (I did ask this on Facebook some months ago in the relevant community, but I am curious of the opinions of a more independent audience here. Not looking to bring up old stuff (others here started this thread remember) but to gauge independent objective opinions.
So the hospital tell me I have (by now) āup to 4.5 years to liveā. Clearly that is a median, where half are dead, so could be anywhere from weeks if I get an infection I canāt fight off, to over a decade.
Now letās look at what I do know.
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Maybe not on here, but some have taken the trouble to talk to me in person in real life about my work in this and related fields, one foreigner even wanted to help me package it up to sell to governments (he got to know me at Oxford University as it happens).
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In all seriousness at least 3 nations nationals have spoken to me in person about my work, though I accept that could be coincidences, me over thinking it, etc, but still itās uncommon for foreign nationals to take such in in person interest in stuff I do.
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In the relevant online communities I did seem to put the noses out of joint of at least one trainer
So I may be onto something. But I stopped all that months ago now on my diagnosis, and donāt have any real intention of returning to it. I stumbled my way into it, learnt how to do it, did it. Ticked the box and I am happy with that.
So here and now and in the coming weeks to 4.5 years to decade plus, my aspirations have changed somewhat. Instead of doing what I can to help maintain global stability (I have hassled people in many fields globally over the decades highlighting problems, issues and possible solutions, you have seen a bit of this feed through here by that Masonic post someone made once that the admins pounced upon), I am just going to spend my remaining months to years content in the knowledge that at least I tried to make a positive difference to our world. It may not have been welcome nor wanted but I tried. Extensively over multiple fields.
So what do I do with the remaining knowledge that is in my head?
Do Iā¦
- Just let it die a death with me.
- Publish it just before I die in case anyone can find use of it (I have zero interest in publishing it just now as I have better things to do with my remaining years. My first book āOur Place in the 21st Centuryā took me half a decade to a decade to write and publish. Sure I could knock something out fast, but any final work would be quality over speed.
The content would only really be of immediate comprehension to those well versed in esoterics (eg we are here to experience), but thoughtful nations could potentially use it to aid global security (eg finding subs, and from that planes, and my more recent work on better predicting a specific type of terrorist event, that others may develop into other types of such events, but that is unworkable due to a foreseeable problem with my approach that I didnāt foresee hence I need a 3rd eureka moment before I could even think of progressing (the first eureka moment was the āhow to do it conceptuallyā, the second was its conceptual mathematical basis, but when the unforeseen foreseeable happened my approach fell apart, hence the requirement for a 3rd eureka moment and obviously those just happen, you canāt plan for them).
There is also other stuff, related to what I was doing, but which no one else I know seems to be publicly doing anyway, like how to experience things to aid personal evolution remotely. That could be of direct benefit to anyone who spends time reflecting on stuff that happens in their lives and using that knowledge to grow as a person as a result.
So my question to you is simple, would you justā¦
- Let it all die a death with me, or
- Publish it just prior to death (itās all in my head so that would only work if death doesnāt come fast eg through infection)?
(I have zero interest in writing it all up just now as I intend to spend my remaining time living life as best I can with what I have, and after decades of doing such things, and publishing a lot on my development to get to this point, I have done my bit. So I am only seriously considering this in my final stages of life whenever that happens. Besides to write it all up would be a full time job as I searched my brain, While reflecting upon real life experiences that I could use to illustrate and explain to help enable others to develop.
Itās one thing a remote viewing community saying āpublishā but what about you? Objective and Independent to the field? You may not care, but if you were me, would you share what you have learnt on death, which others donāt seem to have published on, or just let it be, knowing that you have already published more than most on stuff that at least some have taken serious interest in?
My instinct is just to let it all die a death with me. Why? I have tried hard for two decades to no avail, so why invest what would be most of my time and energies in my final months into more of the same.
The remote viewing community use words like ālegacyā, (while they get a leg up in knowledge, that would need others to develop and to take to full fruition) But legacy, like money (half trillion pounds sterling aside obviously) isnāt a motivating factor for me.
Would you invest that amount of time at that stage in your life (in whatever your skillset was), or just leave it to the next generation to work out for themselves? There is a lot of benefit to be gained from working things out for yourself.
So 1 or 2, which would you do?
. You ridiculed me, foreign nationals took serious interest.